I'm someone who gets into trouble easily

not those big ones, but troubles that will cause me scolding from my mum

and then curfews -.-

i had also caused troubles for my friends

and I'm really sorry...

and i promise that it's not going to happen again

i love hanging out with my friends, esp at night

it's fun, but once i got caught red handed coming home in the morning,

THAT's 'IT...

spending the night at home doing nothing when you can't sleep it's really boring

okay maybe using my laptop

but it's not as entertaining as hanging out with your best buddies at night

no matter where is it

plus now, i can't really go out at night

OH MY... i can't imagine how my friday's and saturday's night will be

maybe for now i suffer

So i need to be well behaved for the time being

Also have money stress

not about the saving part actually

and also not about i have limited money to spent

it's about other stuffs

the money stress comes every month (fyi, it's not my allowance)

and sch is starting in about 1 week time

lectures, boring tutorials, and practical classes

when we head for our very 1st lecture for the very 1st day

they started telling us when is our 1st presentation

when is our 1st test and 1st practical test

and worst, when is our 6mths attachment going to start

and the teachers will start to nag, "don't think that you still have a lot of time, better start early, your first sem will be over in the blink of an eye...." blah blah blah

can you imagine?

every 1st day when we start sch, after the holidays, the teachers tells us stuffs that stress the hell out of me...

-.-

but what can i do?

pretend that i didnt hear anything

hmm... i think i can't. haha!

the things that they say are going to happen anyway

so i guess, when sch starts, i will train myself to be stress rather than having a relax mind

try not to think of when to go out, when to do my own things this and that

it's hard, but im in YEAR 3 now, so no matter what, i need to try.

kk shall end here now.

wash face sleep 

and prepare myself for a wedding dinner later @ 11pm

and that is 9 hours from now. (: